Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in barbee1013's LiveJournal:

Friday, November 19th, 2004
7:36 pm	Right now! god... I am in Christina's house.... that was wierd... because I was like, being creepy... I was meaning to say I am at christina's house.... haha.... Chris, you are the only guy that reads htis, so hey yo! Anyway! Right.... I was threatening her boyfriend that he better behave or I'll kill him.... My daddy will shoot his... right anyway... so, right... yeah by.... Britnee (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 14th, 2004
4:57 pm	love Love....really all I ahve to say.... I am.... well, I'll keep that to myself.... I am happy, even thoughI am a complete screw up.... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
8:14 pm	Right now Life has been better, life has been worse.... I ahven't had a single aleve in forever.... But I might actually need it eventually, so don't get mad if I take it, Chris.... or Alex... Anyway, no one reads this... I shouldn't talk to anyome specific... I guess sometimes people want to screw around, and sometimes they wantto be held, and it takes a while for the person doing the screwing and or holding to get used to when and how the person will want to be screwed or held.... Complicated .... thoroughly... Sometimes, I feel very inferior to everyone, and then I start getting mean, and thinking that there are actually people that I am better than, so it doesn't matter that the others are better than me... But I am better than no one, and though I know this, I can't help it when I get cynical... NOTE: If I am Cynical and mean, chocolate is a great cure... Life kind of throws funny things at you sometimes... Like people even... you all know what I mean... I hope you do... You should... I guess maybe understanding Britnee isn't at the top of anyone's list, but mine, and even my list ets screwed up... Speaking of my list, It is so screwed up... I ahve to make plans to get htings for school accomplished, but If I try to make plans and approach my dad about them, I get we'll see'd out of the kitchen... Or I tell my mom my tentative plans nad get warnings... you better be able to do this, and this, and don't forget... I was never a child... and If I was, it has been choked out of me by now.... It makes me sad, kind of, because I want to be a kid, forever, only now, I am screwed, because when you are an adult, if you are rich you can have time to be a kid and money to be a kid well, but you have to be gorgeous or successful or some eerie combination of both to get rich, and you have to start young or have money to get successful and gorgeous respectively... In my shoes, plastic surgery and alot of blind photographers and talent scouts with their head's so far up their.... clipboard... I wanted to use that word... I am so clever in a very bad way that makes peopel laugh at me, not with me... I haven't been laughed with in like forever... Damn... I am complaining... everyhting is A OKAY inthe sunshine state.... ?Is california the sunshine state? or Oklahoma? Britnee your favorite Barbee Current Mood: contemplative (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, October 22nd, 2004
7:19 pm	life right now... Hi everyone... I can't really think of anythign to say except complaints, and really, I think that complaining all the damn time is annoying! I mean, I know I do it, but still.... Anyway... I know that I am not like, Shannon's best friend, and I know that I am not in production, but it feels kind of strange knowing that everyone either is going tonight, or had the option, but not me.... I am home typing this, instead of dressed like a disney character galavanting around.... And I miss someone alot and it is only friday night... I have to get offline now and be pathetic.... i hate being cynical.... (1 Comment |Comment on this)